hey there! ;)

morning!
too many thing to be updated ;)

it's been a while i didnt update my blog.

2014. a blossom year indeed =)

im blessed =)

mingle with beloved families and friends are the best thing to do. plus, they accept u for whoever u r ;)

what im up to? i mean recently. mihmihmih.

 lol. it's nothing but sister-brother relationship.

have u ever heard this phrase? not really a phrase but it's a 'couldnt agree more' statement. 

what is it called when your crush has crush on you too??

IMAGINATION.

LOL =p so we, i mean all of us have to accept the truth ; the reality. 

ok enough with crush on crush thing =P, back to what im busy with :

- currently microteaching

- BTN program on this weekend at Lipis

- lots assignments

- JPP's events

off to microteaching, see u when i see u;)))

xoxo. mz ayu.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

salam.

the title was similar to the text that i've sent to u.

almost 2 month.

and i'm sure that i've made a right decision.

i hope u r fine. and just fine till u find someone fine.

me?just dont bother me. 

i'm fine and will always be fine.

people, stop passing the buck. blame no one.

me. a pigeon.

They paddle with staccato feet
In powder-pools of sunlight,
Small blue busybodies
Strutting like fat gentlemen
With hands clasped
Under their swallowtail coats;
And, as they stump about,
Their heads like tiny hammers
Tap at imaginary nails
In non-existent walls.
Elusive ghosts of sunshine
Slither down the green gloss
Of their necks in an instant, and are gone.

Summer hangs drugged from sky to earth
In limpid fathoms of silence:
Only warm dark dimples of sound
Slide like slow bubbles
From the contented throats.

Raise a casual hand -
With one quick gust
They fountain into air. 

~ Richard Kell.

welcome to the 2nd sem =)

in degree years, the focus is been emphasized. to what u r focusing is doesnt matter. as long as u do the right thing at the right time.

they said that 2nd sem is the tough one. the sem in when u r studying phonology, methodology (for those who futher study in teacher training institute). therefore, it's time to study smart. dont put urself to study hard bcoz u know.. SPM was a history. only SPM, we people ought to study hard =P lol.

recently, my lecturer, gerko lect, nothing to be hided here, he said dat y are we ( mrsm students + SBP students ) get in IPG, bcoz we deserve better education out there. sorry sir, like what? doctor? engineer? it's all bout interest, sir. i remained silent at that time bcoz my respect was there. since he is the one who love to think that he always right. ahaks.

we get in IPG with 7A's and 6A's sir. dont underestimate us. bcoz we could prove u dat we'll bcome a flexible + excellent + hardworking educationer one day =)

just ignore things like dat n still calm. bcoz u know what ur target is! go ahead n achieve it!

2nd sem, here we r ready!

it's valentine! but who cares =P jpj test is in!

2nd of February 2013.

it's my lucky day instead of lovely day celebrated by couples of other religion, i repeat, other religion =P

those who r Muslims, dont u ever celebrate valentine's day okay my dearest fellow? =) good.

jeng3!!ahaks.

i got it. got it. got it. =D 

it took 3 months for me to complete all diz, the license.

i did my L license for both B2 and D last december.

and i need to wait till the mature period ends but i already further my study at that time.

thus, CNY is the right time!

i had practiced for a week b4 the jpj test. trying to sharpen and strengthen my skills in doing parking, the '3 penjuru', hill, and drive either 'laluan A' or 'laluan B'. for B2, the motorcycle, the scariest part is riding on the bridge. i almost fade up wif dat indeed =P

before doing the test, i had read lots of blogs' entry bout jpj test. most of them were described horribly. i mean most of them faced difficult time with the jpj officer. and that's why i said i was lucky yesterday ;) Alhamdulillah.

the jpj officer called me 'Cikgu' along the way after he knew that i studied in education field. and you know what? he sang along the way too =.=" thanks God he had a nice voice! suara emas gitu! ahaks. 

if u are AMS's student. AMS stand for Akademi Memandu Sistematik in Gambang. u need to drive from the driving school to gambang residential before u go to UMP. (laluan A) but i was only went to the residential tomorrow =P encik Tengku, his name, if i was not mistaken, i saw it on his nametag, asked me if i want to go to UMP or back to the school. at first, i was questioning 'did i failed or what?' apasal pakcik jpj misai tebal ni suruh aku balik pulak, tak habes lg ni =.="

then, looking at my innocent face expression plus muka seposen gitu, he explained.

i passed =) hehe he said that those students that able to drive carefully and fullfill the criteria in that form are no need to complete the way. so i just took 10 minutes driving instead of 27minutes required. hehe

the tips are be confident! yes, confident that u can do it, smile to the jpj officer, for muslims, berzikirlah silently, ask for calmness and easiness from God. 

( i got the confident from my beloved buddies that i have. thanks. really appreaciate it.love uols. )

for B2 test, do what u've learnt. although the jpj officer is not observe and look at u all the time, just be honest wif urself. kemonnn, only this time u ought to do all the stuffs =D 

(lambai2 tgn sebelum masuk simpang, angkat tangan nak berhenti =P)

after u get the P license soon, lantak pi lah nak rempit ke ape.ahaks. sorry uncle misai tebal!

xoxo,

a navice rider n driver wif P license =P

(sorry for being too excited, but yes, i am ! =D )

ct nurhaliza in da house!!

2nd of February 2013.

it might be a very historical date for me indeed =P

i met dato' ct yesterday!! check out it in my fb Cik Idayu. hehe 

plus, i took photos wif her, shaked hands, hugs, and chat =D

it's a dream becomes true!! ;)

as i'm really excited, i used our photos (me n her) for all my gadgets or accounts. like my lappy desktop background, phone wallpapers, fb acc, twitter acc, the avatar, header, n the background! =D

that's all for today.

excitedly me,

xoxo miss ayu.

still in january!

hye peeps! =)

never too late for the 1st entry of 2013!

it's a new year. ;)

i celebrated my bday last 27th. i got some awesome gifts on my day from family and friends.

and of course, it's a pleasure to receive wishes, doa's, n all the words of wisdom and etc. the sweetest part is one of my fren wish me in her entry. thanks rara ;) really appreciate dat ;)

and here i am to say...

THANK YOU ALL!!!!!

january flashback :

- baby zahra grows up to 3 months soon! (it's a difficult job to be a maksu anyway) =P

- officially b.Ed Tesl students 

- passed pra-putih test with flying colours =D

- celebrated along's bday together wif mine

- my bff - yukka got engaged!

- paticipated in netball match wif different group name for the 1st time (white elephant!)

- diz saturday, again, will participate in futsal wif weird group name. haha URU LEE!

XOXO,  

miss ayu.

invalid password!

grrrrrr..

eh salam =)

today, early in da morning,, on 12/12/12.. what a lovely date..

i got trouble!

but thanks God, it had been resolved already =)

have u ever face diz problem b4?

in when u enter an email wif the password confidently,, but it is the wrong one!

i have tried billion times re-enter my password until i can access to post diz!

what a waste!

i tried to remember all my emails n their passwords but none of them suit to diz blog.

then i went to kitchen,,have some breakfast.

(that's how i overcome my stress,eat..and eat..and eat.. =P )

then, i tried again..

and here i am! succeed!

so the moral value here is..

REMEMBER YOUR PASSWORD IF U HAVE LOTS OF EMAILS.

OR ELSE WRITE THEM DOWN SOMEWHERE BECAUSE U R JUST HUMAN WHO LOVE TO FORGET IMPORTANT STUFFS =p

love, miss ayu.

harimau.

hello! 

it had been 4 months i didn't update this yacketiakkty yack.

"ala 5min je, xlama "(ydp,2012)

someone said dat it only takes 5min to update blog. thus, i'll take 5min to write diz. =P

harimau! aumm! malaysian tiger!

if u were a real malaysian, you watched the latest match between white elephant and malayan tiger.

of course, draw was not a comfortable circumstance for malayan tiger.

but we must have the confidence or to be more patriotic, we must have the spirit, the instinct dat malayan tiger will win n defeat white elephant on this thursday!

13rd december 2012.

lets roar!! aumm!

being patriotic enough?hehe. =P

aumm. auum. miow...

raya raya raya!

selamat hari raya 1433hijrah! =)

diz year, it was awesome!! =)

may Allah accept all our ibadah in Ramadan =)

raya raya jugak, amalan d bulan ramdan ayuh teruskan =)

a friend in need is a friend indeed

hallluuuuu,, what a cliche title right??hehe.

now it sounds more academic,,proverb man...

someone who helps you when you are in need is a true friend

i am very thankful coz i got true friends here,, :) 

i'm not feeling well right now,,got flu,,cough,,throat problem,,

and upmost fever,,  (-_-") 

but i believe i'll get well in a blink of an eye :)

coz i have them beside me :)

amal <3 my beloved partner,,accompany me here n there :)

syiwa <3 true friend wif lots of useful advices n words of wisdom :)

yana <3 the most cheeerful friend who brighten my day :)

sometimes it's hard to say thank you all the time (-_-")

so here i am to say thanks for every second u have for me :)

i hope our friendship remains forever guys :)

bye 2nd sem,,

bye!!eh tajuk nye xboleh blah sgt :P

haha :D

today is 2nd of May,,3 weeks to go before sem break :D heaven... :D

lets do reflection for this sem,,haha

to sum up,frankly said,,

this sem has taught me a lot of time management,, =.="

assignments....courseworks...projects...

lots of things to be done,,

which force me to become a good-discipline-teacher-to-be,,ehh?

yup,,sometimes we have to make compliment by ourselves :P

enough for that,,

recently weather was not kind to me,,

it was rain heavily everyday =.="

now i get flu,,,getting uncomfortable wif my throat,,

it might be fever then!!hmm..

lets take good care of our health,, ;)

- minister of health,2020 :P

Tears strengthen my love..

weep and weep and weep..like a child..

grow up..

but it's true that tears strengthen love..

there's a reason for every little thing that happened :)

lets learn from mistake :)

just forgive and forget :)

trust the love voice that whisper in your heart :)

xmau merajuk rajuk.. :)

nothing will be settled by doing this..

love isn't finding a perfect person :)
it's seeing an imperfect person perfectly! :)

real antidote = come back to hometown :D

morning :D

i'm here! - beloved Kuantan, Pahang ^^

holiday?nope! just came back on Friday for weekend and soon, this evening - return to KL =.="

antidote?yes! every time if i were in trouble,facing problem,or getting ill,the only solution is - hug mom and dad^^and for that,i need to come back home <3

last sem, i was frustrated in love,,chewah :P so when i came home, my wound was healed :D

likewise i got gastric,,i was willing to take bus and went home :D

what about for this time?let guess!

i slipped on the floor :'( and ran for 2.4km afterwards :'(

what a tragic story,,sob3,,

i dried my cloth,wearing slippers,you know that one - bunge2 kartun2 pinky2 bulu2 yg girl suke pakai tu^^

unfortunately...i slipped,,gedebuk!!

at that time i felt like em..em..only God knew my pain :'(

sampai terencut2 dah jalannye =.="

the next tomorrow morning,my TESL group had a Gerko class,,2.4 km - about twelve round ran round the field. =.=" the reason why my right leg became more pain =.="

and........................................

......................................

.........

i'm not paralyzed, ok!

tq syiwa :D - my classmate a.k.a roomate who accompanied me =.= to the ummc >_<"

university malaya medical centre,,

along the way on that awesome wheelchair =.="....

people there assumed that i was paralyzed!

till an old Indian asked my friend,, "kwn awk yg lumpuh tu pelajar jgk ke?"

=______________="

it was not serious injury at all,,

my soft tissue was injured,,

after did X-tray,,thanks God..no bones cracking..

i got mc for two days,,rest,,

no running for a week,,,

no vigorous activity for a month,,

=__="

btw, being at home make me feel better! :D

p/s : i'm not paralyzed okay!

        masih boleh bjln cume nk naik tangga..pretty painful!

happy new year :D

wow,,,welcome to new year 2012 with a new life,new mindset,new style,new experience,new friends what so ever,,,

generally,,i ended my 2011 happily,,

frankly,,i had done my best in any situation or problems along 2011,,

obviously,,i am a trouble-maker SOMETIMES,, -____-

honestly,,i meant just good,, >_<"

btw, 2012 starts today! :D

1january2012 :D

goal??for this new year??are them necessary?ok then.

GOALS :  1~ (i'm sorry but this is too secret)

2~ do assignments early! :D not to wait till the deadline -__-

3~ be kind to everyone,,i repeat,, EVERYONE.. 

3 are enough right??hehe,,don't make your goals look like a list of material of making 'nasi kerabu makcik kiah',,because sometimes people just list it but never try to achieve it and it wasn't worth.

eh wait!about the 3rd goal of mine,it wasn't means that i never be kind to others before,,hehe..emm i'm just want to be more +ve person u know,,even with our enemies,,wawawa.i don't have one,but ya,,in reality or normal human being,,there are certain things or people that we feel uncomfortable to deal with..

i found this,and it was really useful to us - NORMAL HUMAN BEING

maybe it was a strong reason why the 3rd goal was there. :)

yes :D i will :D lets do it guys :D

i mean,,,,just,,,

hehe,,starts new year with big smile :D

BIG BROTHERS...

hey guys,,
do you have one?yup, i mean brother or brothers..do you?
they might be sometime annoying right?haha.either your brother or your little one.
but believe me,they are trying to be a protector person beside you,the one who is responsible to your safety, even yourself.

It doesn't matter you like it or not, but they are right when they do not allow you to have boyfriend/s at your age even though they have a collection of girlfriends.
When they are always reminding you da same thing every time you go out with your buddies..
"don't bother anyone who tease you along da way"
"always be with your buddies,at least partner"
"call me n tell me wherever you are"

seriously guys,,they have the responsibility to tell you so.
just be a nice and obedient little sister,will you?
i'm going to ;)
although sometimes i feel like a bit "hell..am i going to live a life under your rules?what the.."
but the truth is they are always right..here i got some quotes from quote garden.

yup,it's true :)

Brothers and sisters are as close as hands and feet.  ~Vietnamese Proverb

Sometimes being a brother is even better than being a superhero.  ~Marc Brown


If you want to know how your girl will treat you after marriage, just listen to her talking to her little brother.  ~Sam Levenson

A brother is a friend given by Nature.  ~Jean Baptiste Legouve

I don't really care if you think that i was not independent or pampered or whatever you like to think i am,but i will listen to them as long as i need to. i means maybe the time will arrive,the one when i will no longer need to follow their rules,hehehe.but to date, i need theirs.

* no wonder i do not have a permanent boyfriend yet,,hahahaha.all beacuse of them who avoid me to! ok,kidding.

gelombangggggg OMBAK RINDU???

i was the one of the victims of this wave,,,1 December 2011..

"it might be an awesome movie!"
"can't wait to watch in cinema soon!"
"aaron aziz <3 <3 <3"

these are some shouts in ombak rindu page on fb before the screen,,so then the shouts after the screen,,

"oomak kawww  oammmjayyy,,i never cry watching Malay film before,,ombak rindu was the 1st!"
"i watched it twice!!but i'm going to have for the 3rd soon,,and bring tissues!"
"one of the best  sad, romantic, reality life local movie!! great actor & actress!!!! not bored + 5stars!!"

and so,,,a few days later,,,

ingat nak pegi kat megamall,,tp banjir kot,,naik air sikit,,

ha before i forget,, i saw one of my friends post status like this,, 

"it's like worshiping ombak rindu...

so perilous....."

dey3,,it's not about worshiping it,,it was common,,KEMONNNN la,, are you going to say that you are worshiping chicken rice if it was your fav food because it was so delicious, marvelous, hot setafff and all kinds of praise you gave to it??? 

ha kan da bg contoh nasi ayam,,fav aku tu,,, standad lah kawan org beriya nak pi tgok cerita baru kat wayang,, xguna duit hang pon,,hehe

back to the movie,,

i went to cinema with my sisters,, surprise!!

we all did not cry :)
haha,,

i gave em em em,,4 stars??could i??hehe,,or 3.9??ok lah kan,,near to 4flat,,hehe

seems the OMBAK RINDU novel is awesome,, this movie was awesome too ;)

*tp xadelah adegan2 nanges smpai banjir dlm wyg mcm yg org ramai uar2kan tu kan,,haha

depending to your own,,everyone has her own opinion,,am i right?hehe

btw,,aaron aziz macho sgt,,till i chosed the picture as my fb's DP,,hehe

p/s goodjob osman kering ali :))) 

selamat dtg tahun baru 1433 hijrah :)

assalamualaikum..

it's time to say goodbye to 1432 hijrah..so lets recite prayer..

*doa akhir tahun ney dibace bbrape minit sebelum azan magrib :)

baca sambil niat di hati supaya Tuhan ampunkan dose kite di tahun yg lalu okay :)

* doa awal tahun  ney plak dibace slps menunaikan solat maghrib :)

semoge tahun ney kite lebih perbaiki diri dari tahun lepas :)

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT TAHUN BARU HIJRAH :)

Tiger defeat Garuda???

we are the champion!!!!

with determination, teamwork of harimau Malaya, supports from citizens, and our belief towards team...

we MALAYSIA are able to possess 'THE MOTHER OF GOLD'!!!

my bf yg bwh kiri sekali tu ok,,Baddrol <3 maaf safee,,i curang kali ni je -_-

To beat Indonesia was not as simple as we assumed when Malaysia were shocked by a fourth minute goal by Gunawan . However Baddrol as a responsible team leader knew what he should do! passing the ball to Asra in 33rd minute later gave us- Malaysians a big relief to equalise the score.

Relentless attacks by Garuda  team were not able to beat our beloved goal keeper!!

apek wore jersy numbered 1 last night,,this is the old one :p

salute our golly <3 he has progressed in football since his engagement was broken. he was a splendid player who should get the best player's title if Octovianus won't get it. he gave an outstanding performance in deflecting Garuda's attacks!

tiger got its canine tooth,that is why it can defeat Garuda :p

We- Malaysia defended our gold medal when we defeated Indonesia 4-3 on penalties yesterday night :D

conclusion : we can do it if we believe so!

* i wore Harimau Malaya jersy,,no wonder we won :p

SYAWAL menjelma :))

hallu.....

dgn ini sy penyimpan mohor2 diraja mengumumkan...

ESOK RAYERRRRR!!!!!!

hehehe...xsaba kan???

tema kaler baju wane ape???

haaaaa..now u can decide da colour..

wanna be confidence in Eid day?so wear blue kebaye..eyh knape kebaye??

mentang2 ak pakai kebaye tahun ni...yelah..selalu kan gadis2 skrg suke sgt pakai kebaye..

but i guess a lot of my buddies wear purple colour for Eid day :)

whatever colour u wear,wherever village u travel,whoever u are..

me myself apologize for all my mistakes -_-

may God bless us in Eid day :)

enjoy your days with beloved family :))

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

Alhamdulillah..Ramadan is back..

Salam Ramadan to bloggers and readers...

alhamdulillah..today is the 3rd day of ramadan..fasting far away from family made me tough enough to not going back until the Hari Raya's holiday..26th of august,about 3 weeks from now on..

Muslims are called upon to use this month to revaluate their lives in light of Islamic guidance.Every part of the body must be restrained.Tongue,especially..from the gossip and backbitting.But it is difficult to do right?? That's why Ramadan is called - a university of tarbiah.. where we learn to build mahmudah actions.

Eyes- restrained them from looking at unlawful things
Hands - must not take anything that not belong to you
Ears- refrain from listening to idle talk or nonsense words
Feet - refrain from going tosinful places

Fasting is not merely  refrain from food and drink but it embody the soul and the action..Remember that Ramadan is a special month where we must appreciate it by doing many good deed..to fulfil the dream to enter al-jannah!aminn..